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[15 Jul 2003|05:28pm]
yey! i picked up my wedding dress today!!! its perdy.

the wedding is feb. 28th... everyones invited!

>heather

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new LJ [23 Jun 2003|12:58pm]
new LJ is==

dying_sympathy



add me, ill add you

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whoa... [23 Jun 2003|12:11pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

so . hi there all. long time no see... im thinking about getting a new LJ name... this one is so old. only problem is that i wont have my super cool layout that anibob made me...

maybe she'll make me a new one?

um i miss her.. i finally just called her. i was kinda selfish to sit and wait for her to call. so i said "fuck it" and called her. and we talked but olnly for a bit... shes gonna call me back. at 1:30... its 12:14 right now. rawr.


>heather (heffer... hehehe)

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[11 Apr 2003|12:38am]
yep, i love cristina


>heather

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[08 Apr 2003|10:48pm]
[ mood | awake ]

uhhh wow, its been about 8475934 years! whats going on everyone? ummm, i just got back from miami. it was great. Omar and i went, it rocked.

i got a cell phone, i feel like im in the 21st century now hahaha. call me anytime, 321-663-9598

anibob, dude. i have no idea whats going on, just call me. i dont know if you'll believe me but i called you today. at home then on your cell and it did that "all circuits are busy" shit.

just call me

>heather

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[24 Mar 2003|03:13pm]
whoa buddy.... i havent updated in forever, theres nothing really new except my dads gone to Ft Stewart Ga. for a month then he deploys for Iraq on my birthday... great b-day present...

um. theres waaay too much to read... so reply to this and update me on whats going on guys.

>heather



P.S. anibob... were still getting together tomorrow night right??

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[08 Mar 2003|01:49am]
[ mood | tired as super fuck ]

tomorrow i have to go to the military base to go see my dad and theres a briefing with his commander that i have to sit and listen to (my dads going to Iraq on the 21st) and the commander is gonna talk about a bunch of crap that ive heard before (my dad was in the Gulf War also... so ive heard all this before) so were gonna sit there and listen to all this shit that he has to say. then after that my mom and my dad are gonna talk and its just going to annoy me b/c all theyre gonna do is fight about shit and ill kill them both with a turkey sandwich that ill have at lunch. then tomorrow night is party at conors!

yey!

drinking with my bestfriend :)

>heather

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[07 Mar 2003|12:04pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

"A Goodnight's Sleep"

a better slumber
was in your arms
spent tangled up in you
a sudden morning
crashed in the room
with an uninvited sudden change in you

what can i say
wheres that girl from last night
whos stuck outside
and looks just like you too

you can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away as summer came screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake that you dont wake up as broken as i am

for the lack of better
words to say
all i said was goodnight
once again
in self defense i wont sleep a wink
to prevent dreaming of you

you can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away as summer came screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake that you dont wake up as broken as i am

sleep in your own bed
tonight
i that some day you will wake up as lonely as i am

you can sleep in your own bed tonight
sleep away as summer came screaming out my name
you can sleep in your own bed tonight
i hope for your sake that you dont wake up as broken as i am
sleep in your own bed tonight
i that some day you will wake up as lonely as i am
cause it works both ways
cause it works both ways
cause it works both ways
sleep in your own bed





theres someone else whos gonna post this later on tonight too.. but i wanted to post it b/c i love this song.

>heather

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[05 Mar 2003|03:14am]
"The cause of our loving anything is dearer to us than the object of our love."

(Aristotle)

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i could go for a cigarette right now.... [05 Mar 2003|03:01am]
[ mood | loved ]

Once again your eyes make it hard to say goodbye
So I'll just keep driving
Where do you wanna go?
It doesn't really matter, as long as you are here with me

There's something in the air tonight
Something that makes me feel alive
What were the words that you said to me
That made me feel so special?

Once again your eyes, make it hard to ask you why
So I sit here knuckles tight
Hands against the wheel, your head against the glass
And you mean so much to me

There's something in the air tonight
Something that makes me feel alive
What were the words that you said to me
That made me feel so special?

Stay with me
Cigarettes and open air, hand in hand
Stay with me
Every star that I see is brighter than the last

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iraq??!?!?! for one year!??!!??! [05 Mar 2003|12:36am]
[ mood | crushed ]

man, ive got a busy ass day tomorrow. geebus.

1. 6:30- take angela to school
2. 9:15- doctor to pick up my heart monitor... put it on.
3. 10:00ish- meet up with dad at the unit to type up alot of shit for him to take to Iraq
4. 12:00- lunch with dad, mom (that should be fun) and special someone :)
5. 1:30ish- back to work on the 'puter
6. 5:00ish- back at home for dinner with mom and dad (that should be fun too )
7. chill the fuck out and try to unwind from all the fuckign driving im gonna be doing.


ALL THIS TIME IM WEARING A FUCKIGN HEART MONITOR!!!! THEY PICKED A BAD DAY! IM GONNA BE STRESSING!!!

oh yea.... incase you didnt see... MY DADS GOING TO IRAQ

>heather

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[03 Mar 2003|11:47pm]
i went and saw "old school" tonight. it was awesome, hahaha hilarious haha

i had a good ngiht hanging out with the people that i hung out with hahaha wow i hope that made sense


cristina and conor are the best ahaha

>heather

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[02 Mar 2003|11:52pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

hey LJ world. holy shit im dying here. so i have to go do blood work tomorrow. and its a fasting blood work so i cant eat for 12 hours before i go in!!!!! im gonna die! seriously! im going tomorrow morning at like 10. i had my last meal at 9:30 tonight. eeeeeeeeeppppppp! holy shit


>heather

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ghost man on third [01 Mar 2003|01:57am]
[ mood | anxious ]

jynx me something crazy
thinking if its three
then im as smooth as the skin
rolls across the small of your back
its too bad it's not my style
if you need me
im out and on the parkway,
patient and waiting for headlights,
dressed in a fashion that's fitting to the
inconsistencys of my moods

its times like these where silence means everything
and no one is to know about this

its a campaign of distraction
and revisionist history,

its a shame i dont think that theyll notice
its a shame i doubt they even care

no one is to know about this

its a shame i dont think that theyll notice
its a shame i doubt they even care

dont let me down

but whatever I have gettin myself into
maybe has been slicing inches from my waist
its my fist vs. the bottle
(and thank god you weren't there...)
and that's how bad could this hurt
or against I won't feel a thing
and thank god you weren't there......to watch me hit the bottom
i tell you all about it
it's just not working out
not working out

its a campaign of distraction
and revisionist history, oh

its a shame i dont think that theyll notice
its a shame i doubt they even care

no one is to know about this

dont let me down

this is why we were taught so much better than this

this is what living like this does

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[01 Mar 2003|12:39am]
[ mood | awake ]

trading spaces is at my neighbors house. haha exciting. hahah :)


i had a great night, i went out with a friend of mine, it was awesome. a good change :)


>heather

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[27 Feb 2003|02:34am]
soooooo!!!!! we found an apartment!!! cristina and i are moving out!!!!!!!

whodathunk???? were actually doing it! like, of course like all best frined they all talk about it... but dude. were so cool. :)

5 years of planning... finally happening

>heather

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[25 Feb 2003|12:24am]
i cant wait to get the new AFI cd, :) im excited


>heather

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cristinas random fortune cookie told me"You are the guiding star of his existence." [24 Feb 2003|11:23pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

doctors appointment today ended after an hour and a half in great dissapointment.

the check up itself was fine, over in 15 minutes, THEN he realized i have heart problems (note :: hes not my normal doctor) he decides he wants to take 20374831 tests that ive taken 84237584323872 times before. these tests never ever show anything. so he takes an EKG (a monitoring of the heart) and he says to me "theres abnormalities in this" im like "i know... there always is" and hes like, " lemme take another one" so he does... and it comes back the exact same. like i knew it would.

so he tells me i need to come back on friday so he can give me a monitor that i have to carry around with me for 24 hours. ( ive done this before) and sometime within the next 2 weeks i have to go get blood work done (which ive done before) but this time its a fasting blood work... im not allowed to eat anything for 12 hours before the test.... if you dont know me this is really really hard for me. i always eat haha. and then in 2 weeks i have to go back to the doctor and take more EKG's and some more stress tests (which ive also done before) so anywho... a check up that was only suppose to last at most 30 minutes ended up being an hour and a half and ended in grreat dissapointment b/c now i have to start everything that ive done for the past 2 years over again... fucking wonderful.


im hanging out with my best friend tomorrow :) yey!

>heather

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[24 Feb 2003|12:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]

wowzers.

doctors appointment today.


im at grandmas house right now. and i need a job. FAST,

>heather

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a bed time story [24 Feb 2003|01:26am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

so i couldnt sleep
so i got online and my friend nick told me a bed tinme story...


NICK: one time a long time a ago there was this girl that could not sleep so she got up and started to play then she went to sleep. the end. thanks for reading
ME: well.. what did she play?
NICK: i dont know you make that part up
ME: um, ill say she played with her friend nick,
NICK: yea that sound like it could be fun but toO bad that little girl has been bad and she now has to sit in the corner
ME: what did she do ???
NICK: her sis found her kissing the dog


how funny hehe

>heather

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